Sunday, January 21, 2018
I'm so terribly sorry for the loss of this beautiful woman, I pass my condolences onto the friends and family that held her as dear as I did. I likely won't be able to make it to the service but I miss her terribly. If things weren't so patchy with my parents right now I'd likely be able to come up and I wish I had just taken the time to talk to her more when she was around and when I had so many opportunities to do so... She had so much she could've taught me and so many other's as well. A note to Eileen :" grandma I'm so sorry that I didn't come to see you more when I could've, you were so understanding and I'm sadened that our bond only became stronger later in life. It's given me the opportunity to think that things really don't last forever even if you feel like they can last a life time and it's just feels like a more empty planet without you or grandpa in it. But at least you two are back together again and I hope heaven or wherever we go is when we die, that it is beautiful and is painless.
